Fundamentally Different

I woke up fundamentally different than the rest of the universe.
That was a long time ago.
Today I've worn so many masks I couldn't recognize my own face if I saw it.
That's not life,
That's my life.
Fundamentally different, through and through.
Different, odd, weird.
Insane?

The worst part is that I can't explain it.
I make accusations based on nothing other than feelings.
I argue on no solid grounds.
That's what I hear.
What I feel however is as real and as solid as breathing.
Who's to say what's wrong?

According to society, I am wrong.
Different? Check.
Odd? Check.
Weird? Check.
Insane?
...
Probably.

Fuck it, I'm nuts.