Self Worth

I can't recall, the last time I worked hard for anything
And I wish I could have that back
After the day has left me all alone, I look back and wonder
Did I take a wrong turn somewhere?
I remember sweating, and I remember pain
I remember fighting through it by myself in the rain.
What have I fought through today?
My life fell asleep somewhere,
And that boy with a dream took off, where did he go?
Perhaps it is the dream that left.
Maybe that dream is with some other boy, young and brave
And maybe that boy won't take a wrong turn, when life gets lazy
And hopefully, that boy will work hard
For something